Wednesday, May 28, 2008

just two more months before hell is over

so i'm obviously way off on my sleeping schedule, but i'm too busy and not bothered enough to fix it.  i have to be up in 4 hours.  hm.
so. it's way early.  
i've now stopped working at quiznos and am only working at blockbuster.  so only one job.  yay.  still no time.  
SO.  sooooo
i'm homesick.  i miss elske.  i'm possibly going insane, but that could be pms because it's hard to tell.  it wont stop raining here.  i finally know what it's like to hydroplane.  no accident.  still freaked.  dont like rain.  
miss home and food and the ocean and pool and large bodies of water in general.  miss hills and elske and family and tv breaks.  miss lack of wierdo roommates.  girls are so mean.  not to me.  to eachother in general.  miss elske.  miss stores.  there's only three clothing stores and a payless here.  i dont want to shop.  it's just comforting to know that they're there.  i now fit into 5 1/2 size shoes.  not 7's nemore.   maybe it's the water.  
no hot guys in my classes.  makes them SOOOO boring.  no hot guys at church.  that too, is boring.  i want roast and mashed potatoes and carrots and waffles.  not at once.  want sunshine, clarity, and a place to keep elske while i'm here.