I'm in Salt Lake! surprise! (it was kinda last minute) I'm trying to apply to jobs here and maybe go to school if I have enough $, otherwise I'll work until I get residency so I don't have to pay through the nose. Heather's awesome for allowing me to pay a lifetime of servitude in exchange for a room in her basement until I get an apartment. I LOVE her new house and- even though it's showing what a freak I am I admit that- I LOVE cleaning it (most days). That's my plan.... for now.
I'm so tired of deciding where to be and so scared that I'll miss something important if I get it wrong, so I'm just going to do what I want until the busy signal goes away and my prayers get answered. Oooo. That's a good line. I should write an uninspirational poem about it. (I'm not being sarcastic).
So here's a song called "Why does it always rain on me?" by Travis and it's completely what I've been trying to write a poem about (forever) and was never happy with the outcome. So there. http://www.lyricsfreak.com/t/travis/why+does+it+always+rain+on+me_20140518.html