Saturday, October 4, 2008

take a good hard look

     I'm in Salt Lake!  surprise!  (it was kinda last minute) I'm trying to apply to jobs here and maybe go to school if I have enough $, otherwise I'll work until I get residency so I don't have to pay through the nose.  Heather's awesome for allowing me to pay a lifetime of servitude in exchange for a room in her basement until I get an apartment. I LOVE her new house and- even though it's showing what a freak I am I admit that- I LOVE cleaning it (most days).  That's my plan.... for now. 
      I'm so tired of deciding where to be and so scared that I'll miss something important if I get it wrong, so I'm just going to do what I want until the busy signal goes away and my prayers get answered.  Oooo. That's a good line.  I should write an uninspirational poem about it.  (I'm not being sarcastic).
     So here's a song called "Why does it always rain on me?" by Travis and it's completely what I've been trying to write a poem about (forever) and was never happy with the outcome.  So there.    http://www.lyricsfreak.com/t/travis/why+does+it+always+rain+on+me_20140518.html