.:Where it Lands... No one Knows:.

so i'm trying to find a job (if you haven't gleaned that from my previous entries) and so i dont know where i'll be staying until i get one.  If i magically get one in san diego, then i'll go there- if i get one in utah.... i'll stay here.

i'm somewhat torn, though.  on one hand, i love my family and san diego and ELSKE! (my dog) and on the other i love utah's CHANGING weather and i really want my own apartment.  i also have to get my year's residency in before i can go to a university here.  

the whole thing's getting old fast.

i'm also writing a book but it's so much work.  it's frustrating b/c i'm such a perfectionist. and dont ask me what it's about!  I reveal nothing until i've finished.  it just seems cheesy otherwise *grimace* 

btw i MISS my ELSKE!!! a lot. i cant wait to finish my schooling so i can be with her again.  all this inner trauma for a dog... i'm SUCH a sucker.

with this pathetic admission, i say GOODNIGHT