there's nothing like the winter time to make you grateful for everything in your life and mainly i'm grateful for my family and friends and church. i'm not trying for sainthood or anything, but i'm so glad for my church because without it, i wouldnt know how much Christ loves me and helps me. it makes me want to be a better person. :)
so i'm trying to survive. and i'm trying HARD to make it through the holiday season with a clean house and very little stress on my mom. she's working still so it's hard on her to have a lot on her plate. my vendetta to clean the house will hopefully help this.
right now my main goals are:
1) get a second job with more hours
2) SAVE my money for spring college and apartment
3) go to byu provo (cringe) in the spring.
right now (sunday) i'm recovering from my first teaching experiance in sunday school. it didnt quite come out as planned, as in, not very spiritual, but i was coherent so that was a victory in my book. i was nervous and that made me babble and it's weird how things come out funnier when you're babbling. plus *confession* i sweat when i'm nervous and i couldnt bring myself to put my arms up. it made putting up the signs on the whiteboard that much more awkward. and my class was full. which it never is. *sigh* it was a lot of fun but i'm glad it's over. geez i'm sweating just thinking about it.
so i'm nearly done with all my holiday shopping and i'm sooo happy about it :) i'm also done with birthday presents up until feb. *pats self on shoulder*
so i posted (finally) and that proves that yes, i'm still alive. *pats self on shoulder again*
