I know, I know, "what was she thinking?", right?

So.  I'm planning on leaving for Utah on Monday.  I'd leave this week, but I'm kind of super excited about my lesson on Sunday (I'm giving it), I need to quit my "job", and my car needs an oil change BIG TIME before I leave.  I'm also planning on checking my tire pressure before I leave, which sounds dull and stupid to everyone who KNOWS how to do it, but will be new for me :).

Things I'll miss about SD:  ELSKE!, my friends and family, my lovely room with all its stuff and space and privacy, my church calling, the amazing working out weather, and did I mention Elske?

However, with all these things to miss, I'm still VERY excited with the fact that I just might be able to get a job up there.  Apparently, a lot of places are still hiring, while down here, my job wont give me any hours because business is SLOW (very).

So right when everything else in my life was shaping up, I have to go and mix it up- all for a job and money so I can GET BACK TO SCHOOL!!  

My goal is to get into BYU, BYUID, or LDSBC (last resort) by April (summer semester) and finally finish.  I'm also writing a book and my other goal is to keep up my momentum.

So I'm leaving.  I'm excited to get on with my life and absolutely terrified of leaving something that was just about to work out (aka job & love).  But I cant sit here waiting any more- I gotta make something happen. gah!