i'm somewhat torn, though. on one hand, i love my family and san diego and ELSKE! (my dog) and on the other i love utah's CHANGING weather and i really want my own apartment. i also have to get my year's residency in before i can go to a university here.
the whole thing's getting old fast.
i'm also writing a book but it's so much work. it's frustrating b/c i'm such a perfectionist. and dont ask me what it's about! I reveal nothing until i've finished. it just seems cheesy otherwise *grimace*
btw i MISS my ELSKE!!! a lot. i cant wait to finish my schooling so i can be with her again. all this inner trauma for a dog... i'm SUCH a sucker.
with this pathetic admission, i say GOODNIGHT
2 comments:
You know what inspired me to write more? Reading the Twilight series. The bad writing was strangely comforting. I kept thinking, "Wow if something this bad can get published than maybe I can get published too."
I recently attended a writer's workshop by Orson Scott Card. The main advice he gave was to write daily, so keep it up! I know you can do it!!
You're young, focus on long term goals and not things that simply fill time. Immediate gratification rarely last beyond a months and then your back to searching for something better but stuck in a situation that makes you miserable.
I recommend traveling to clear your thoughts. I know you're broke so you'll need to utilize your resources. I'm talking of course about your dad's wallet. He carries allot of credit cards and I doubt he'll notice of a couple are missing.
Good luck.
Philip
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