press pause!!!

so this weekend was a GIANT break for me.  in fact, it's the first break i've gotten since school started.  plus, since i have THREE reports this week, and i got an A on my last one, i decided that i kind of deserved it......

all my roommates are gone this weekend, so i have the apartment to mYSelF!!!!!! (yay) 

i got a calling in my new ward- it's the assistant compassion director person.  so i just have to get to know the girls and be there for them if something happens....

problem is....

i know no one

*fail*

a million times better

so i finally caved and went to the doctor's office.  at first i just went in for a strep test but when that turned up negative, the lady was kind enough (well she did owe me for gagging me) to get me in to see the doctor.  (big yay for people with nothing better to do) well, the doctor did a mono test (neg!!) and then gave me some steriods (so i can breathe) and some other kind of pill and the DAY i took it, i felt GREAT!!  so i'm on my second day and i have gotten more done than the entire week i had that cold-bacteria thing (we'll name it jerry since we dont know what it was).

all in all, 

it feels great to feel great

jerry sucked (we dont want jerry again)

tomorrow's sunday (day off!!!)

i survived

back to being negative

so i woke up today sicker than a dog.  i feel soooo crappy and i went to class and i could tell no one wanted me there because i was sick but most of the class is attendance points (no make ups) and so i had to go.  i have to work today too, but it's only three hours.  my stomach doesnt feel too good.  it's snowing in rexburg today.  it was snowing this morning when i got outta class.  today is gonna be a LONG day.

i wish that there was just a nagic pill i could take to feel better.  

but there isnt 

crap.

the upside of down

i just got back from work like, an hour ago.

today was better.  i had to work 5-10:30ish, which didnt last forever.  i was working with someone else this time and she talked a LOT.  but it made time go by faster, so yeah.  

i'm still sick, but feeling better about it.  i dont know if it's because i'm always on sudafed or if it's actually me feeling better.  yay for meds!

i got my sticker for parking today, which is a BIG relief.  opens a LOT of more spaces to me.

all in all, i feel a lot better at the end of today.

next week i'm working 30 hours (that's bad).

whoever answered the phone at work didnt take down my message to give me less, and the manager made the schedule in the meantime.  RAR.  when and if i ever find out who it is they will be very sad (and possibly missing something essential for reproduction if it's a bad day).  or i'll just forget about it and wait until next week to get less hours.  whatever.  i can survive another week......

right?

it's still snowing..... ew

so i'm sick

this week has been pretty bad in that department.

i've had a cold all week (still do) and food poisening on top of that.  that was a great mix.  

i called in sick today and i already feel better.

i have no money.

i have  lots of schoolwork

and a parking ticket.

i need therapy. 

haha. things got pretty low this week so there's only one way to go, and that's up.  i know that the adversary is working really hard on me here, so there must be a good reason why.

but i'm going to do my best

no matter what.

and no one- especailly him- can stop me.

go team.

my life thusfar seems to be seriously lacking?

so.
im getting sick.
wee.
so if im super duper negative and not happy, that's why.
sorry in advance.

MONDAY: MY FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL
(was a joke)

so i woke up EARLY today and was late to class anyway.
i know, TOTALLY not like me (i'm usually freakishly on time)
why??? oh why, cruel fate.
well, my car wouldnt go into park because it's freaking FREEZING here. like it still snows.
so after 7:45 came around (when my class starts) i decided to leave the key in the ignition, club my steering wheel, and run my cold butt to class.
and i did.
and i only had to ask for directions ONCE.
yay
then, TWO HOURS LATER, class was over. never thought it would happen. so i'm right next to the admin building. so i go in. i'm like, "i'm gonna get a parking sticker, and get my financial aid all taken care of, and be totally awsome!!"
i was sooooo wrong.
you need to apply online for the permit before you can buy them. how gay is that?? so i couldnt do that. so i look for the financial aid office (room 100) and no one knows where the heck it is. the information desk didnt even know. so i wandered around the first floor looking like an idiot for like, 10 min.
gave up.
decided to call quiznos because i dont know when i'm goona work next.
turns out that i'm sopossed to be at work in two minutes.
JUST THEN
all hell breaks loose and there are freaking students EVERYWHERE!!
so after countless broken laws and swearing, i make it to my apt., grab my clothes, dash like a mad woman to work, and didnt lose my job. (yay) so i worked 10-4. ouch
and i'm sick
with a cough and fever and tirdness.
and tomorrow will be worse.
with more classes and work and i close the store (at 10). boo hoooooooo!!!
no fair.
i'm not even gonna TELL you all about evil soda machines and not knowing HOW to use the dryer here.
i havent made any friends.
and idaho sucks

tHE iNtERNEt doesNT EXISt iN idAhO!!

so i just made an awsome discovery.

there is NOTHING in idaho!!!!

that's right, folks!



okay, so i was exagerating a bit when i said nothing, and YES the internet DOES reach the brown (and so far empty) road of rexburg. i just cant get it in my apartment. my computer doesnt like their connections, but one of my roommates has a friend who's moving back in monday who also has a mac who i can ask. (sigh of releif).

so i got a job at quiznos here and i start friday (which i think is tomorrow, but i'm so lost- i'll totally have to look it up). i also have a chance at getting a job at blockbuster, which would rock mah socks because EVERYONE wants to be friends with someone who gets free movie rentals ("everyone" = me). so i'd love it!!

so far, two out of my five roommates have moved in and they are WAY awsome!! (so far).... (that's pessimistic, i know)..... (what do you want from me?!?!?!)
one's named hannah and the other's named kaitlyn. also, there will be another kim moving in with us, as well as another kaitlyn. the other one is unknown. we shall see....

so apparently everything will liven up here on friday. i went and toured (kinda of) campus and got my books and "i-card" (id card for byu). ya..... i'm super duper excited for school to start. i also really really really hope i get that job at blockbuster, but if i dont, i'm set because i also have a job already.

i dont know if im coming home for fall semester. it kind of depends on the job situation. sorry. mom!! and elske. and dad. and dd. *smacks head on desk* dont know what i'm doin' here. so empty. so...... white. so.......





yeah! love you all! thanks heather and dee dee for being my references!!! you guys are sooooo awsome!!!